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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Finally...

Even though it has already passed, I can't let it go completely by without acknowledging it... I love Mother's Day! Hallelujah! I can't believe that I can finally recognize this holiday. It seems like forever ago when I would secretly wish that I could be a mom and here I finally am with my amazing little boy! I had such a great day! James took great care of me! He made me a yummy breakfast of German pancakes and bacon. Grant and James gave me one of those nifty digital photo frames which we eagerly figured out, and then James made me a delicious dinner of steak and potatoes in a creamy cheesy sauce. It was so good. Even better... James cleaned up everything!I have the sweetest husband. Now I can't wait to go to church and have Grant sing in the primary. Our primary kids are so cute! I can't wait till Grant is one of them, but I love having him be our small little baby!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Our Little Miracle

Our little baby boy was born on April 8th at 5:48 p.m. He weighed in at 6 pounds 2 ounces and he was 19 inches long. He's our little peanut! He's got James wonderful features and long fingers like his mom! His name is Grant James Killpack and he was born on Grandpa Killpack's birthday! He's also our brave little boy. He had a hard time getting started. On his 7th day with us he started to have seizures. We were already in the hospital because of his jaundice situation ( a blessing in disguise) and the nurse was feeding him at 10:30 at night and he had a seizure which lasted about 40 seconds. At about 12:30 he had another one and this time I was awake to see 3 doctors and two nurses crowd around my newborn and just look at him with these worried looks on their faces. It was frightening! The nurse told me what happened, and even told me to go back to sleep! How on earth was I supposed to sleep when my baby was seizing? I called James and told him what was happening. The nurses were so good and called the doctor on call and he came right down and took a look. Then another two hours later, my little baby had another seizure this one lasting longer than a minute. He stopped breathing and the nurse tried to call a code blue to pediatrics, but the phone didn't work. Luckily, he started to breathe again on his own, and the doctor decided to put him on some seizing medicine, and they also did a CT scan which came back normal. I called James and he came down to the hospital. The doctor arranged for us to be life flighted (Grant and I) to Denver Children's Hospital. James took our car and drove down. He got a good hour start ahead of the Life Flight, so I was only by myself for a half an hour at the hospital. When I saw the huge bed they had to put him in, it was so overwhelming and I couldn't believe this was happening to us! I'm one of those people who have to know exactly what to expect. When I had Grant, I had to see the labor room, the mirrors, and the lights, and I had to take a class all beforehand, so I wouldn't freak out. Seeing the huge seethrough bed and my little baby in it, was so much to handle. I look back now and wonder how on earth I ever sat there and watched all of this without losing it. Then I remember also, that James gave Grant and I a blessing that would both be strong to handle the flight and the upcoming events ahead, and that is exactly how I was able to go through all this. Anyway, this happened on a Wednesday morning. The people at the Children's Hospital were all waiting for James and I when we arrived. They told us where we could stay, we met with the doctors and heard all they had to say so far about the situation (they were going to perform lots of lab work and tests), they completely oriented us to the hospital and were so nice! On Thursday, James and I were lucky to have my mom come up to the hospital to see Grant for the first time. So not how I wanted to introduce everyone to my newborn, but I was so glad my family came to see us! They were there when the doctors told us about Grant's MRI results and what happened to cause the seizures. What happened was that Grant had a stroke when he was being born, sometime in the birth canal. The MRI showed a blood clot which had formed on his brain which caused the stroke, and eventually led to the seizures. He is still on seizure medication and will go back for a follow up appointment in 3 months.
We are so blessed to have our little boy with us. James and I are so thankful that we are finally home with him, and we are finally getting into a routine. He's finally been home longer than he has been in the hospital! Every day is such a fun treat to be home with our little miracle baby boy! Thank you everyone for your prayers and thoughts! They have truly seen us through!




Friday, April 4, 2008

37 Weeks and Counting. . .

Well, I guess I can't complain too much about my pregnancy. I haven't been sick (like throwing up sick), I've still been getting decent nights sleep which is a huge blessing, and I had been getting great reviews at my doctors visits as well, so I was really shocked when I went to my appointment on Monday and found out that my blood pressure had shot up, and my lab work was funny! So, my doctor placed me on bed rest for the remaining amount of my pregnancy. Now I am all about relaxing and taking it easy, but it is a different story being confined to your couch or your bed! So bored! James has been wonderful about keeping our house clean, and well stocked with food. He's even offered to bring in some movies and books for me, so nice. James and I had just finished with the nursery the weekend before, and I totally cleaned my classroom so my substitute would be able to find everything, so I feel okay about being home, just not in love with being so bored! Tomorrow should be better with James here, and hopefully our baby will arrive healthy and safe! Thirty-seven weeks is considered full-term, but my doctor said the longer he can stay in there the better! So... does anyone know of any good movies to rent?

Monday, March 24, 2008

Our Last Easter

Well, James and I have been long awaiting the arrival of our little one, but we have so loved the time we get to spend alone together! This Easter was our last holiday of just being James and Jaime. Let me tell you how wonderfully exciting we were! I was so excited to make devilled eggs this year, since its a tradition of our family to have them. I made them, James baked a ham, we made a salad. This was all there was to our Easter holiday. No Easter Bunny, no baskets to fill, and no eggs to roll down some random hill. Just me and James together for our last holiday. Just us. And I loved every minute of it!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Fave Five

Kay, I guess I am inspired by my sisters blog to do thankful lists. We have so much to be thankful for and I love thinking about the little things that happen throughout the week that make life so much more worth while. So this is my Fave Five for this week!

1. Feeling my baby move. So in love with that. Even when its in the middle of the night and keeps me awake, he reminds me every time how lucky I am to be pregnant and I so want to have this again! I cannot wait till Grant gets here!

2. Cooper sleeping snuggly by me. Yes, I know. I'm completely in love with my dog! I love when he sleeps next to me. He keeps me warm. It's like he knows I'm constantly cold and wants to do something to help. What a thoughtful dog! :)

3. My baby shower! I know that's a huge thing. My friends actually threw me a shower and it was so fun to see everyone there. It's always good for the soul to be around people who love you!

4. James taking me out to dinner. We got back after our long trip to St. George and we had absolutely no food in the house. We probably could have come up with something, but my wonderful, sweet husband suggested we go out. It was a really simple meal, but I so loved the gesture. He can be so intuitive about things like that!

5. Seatwarmers in my car. Kay, it sounds silly, but when your driving to work in the morning and its only 20 something degrees, seat warmers in your car is the way to go! They work pretty fast, and the back rest also works. Perfect for pregnant mothers with back pain! I definitely could live with out them, but having them makes life so much better!

Friday, March 14, 2008

About Us. . .

I love telling everyone how James and I met. We were both working at ZCMI and one day I saw this handsome tall guy walk into my department and I immediately thought "Wow!" He was so nice, not just to me but to everybody. (James worked on the dock, and some of the dock boys had a real attitude!) Not James though. He started working in August, but didn't ask me out till December. Our first date was so fun and I guess you could say, the rest is history!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Still Getting Used to This!

How fun is this blogging thing! I'm so grateful to my sister Steph for showing me exactly what to do! Needless to say though, not very much in concept of pictures on my computer and James and I want to put a whole family one on here once the baby is born. So excited to share with my friends and family news about us and I hope you enjoy it. I'm still learning and there may be things that need to be fixed, but I think I am so going to love this! Leave your comments! I would love to hear from you! More to come!